The other day someone asked me what my biggest turnon is. I was surprised when the answer flashed into my mind from the depths of my bellybutton.
Really, what really turns me on- on a physical, energetic, emotional, and deeply erotic level, is feeling honored, witnessed, understood, deeply appreciated and sincerely purely adored.
~~~Sensory sensation? ~~~~
Alright, sensuous creatures that we may be – we can transcend our one dimensional conditioning and find satiation everywhere!
My cat’s nuzzling affections can make my spine sizzle and my hair stand on end. The whisper of a breeze through tree leaves can whisper sweet nothings, breathe down my neck and nibble my ear.
Certainly, a man can melt me like putty in his hands, render me moaning and moist and malleable to his magnetism. He can seduce or tantalize my flirtatious inner temptress … but ultimately there is a void at the end of that tunnel.
I seek a higher stimulation for my body temple, one that is sacred and reverential.
Slow. Like. Dripping. Molasses.
Sapiosexual though my inclinations may be, I’ve met many men who can talk a mile a minute and temporarily satiate my heady intellectual masturbatory hunger with all manner of stimuli & dangled carrots of mystical and factual knowledge.
Yet show me a treasure truly unique and unreplicatable…? An expression not gleaned from regurgitated second hand information. I want it raw. I want it deep. I want thoughts and inspiration, and feelings from the depths of a snowflake heart
(only such mutual ferocious fearlessness can stimulate a quivering shiver of soul recognition and mutual inner knowing)
Eh … anyone can stroke an ego.
(May I not be allured by honeysweet words and romantic lines that can be waved like flags at every attractive face, seeking the first taker.)
BUT – Being witnessed fully and immersed in the sincere heart frequency of mutual innocent adorational LOVE and deep soul connection??
Aaachtt! You cannot wrap word strands around a sincere stimulated Heart Feeling of ancient Knowing.
It is different than hormonal, chemical, or mentally induced “feelings”
Sizzle sizzle, Truth fo’shizzle!